It still hasn't sunk in. I'm all alone in this world, with thousands and thousands and thousands of people swimming through this ether that connects us all and all i really want is to hold you! to see you there in my arms. people are just PARASITES! PEOPLE ARE POINTLESS! all i need is you, here, now, with me, please, i will beg you!
look at me. i'm so pathetic. i can't get past this. i don't even know what month i'm on, but it's been awhile.
what can i do???
